well, things have gotten considerably better in my world of forgetful ness, a weirdness i wish did not exist at all, but hey, i at least have fun with it. laughing has become a more norm than a inside frown of 'what the fuck.' sometimes i don't know what street i am on. i still get frustrated at not knowing exactly where i am going. i still want to take wrong turns.
though, a different thing.... i still want to think about why i live my life, why do anything at all, why try to beat them all if it is in fact impossible if i play this game they made up to keep us all down and un-alive. i don't know, everything just seems to be going not too well for everybody. at first i thought this dark premonition might be a residual effect of my brain injury, but this feeling will not go away. the symptoms of amnesia keep slowly leaving me, but this idea sticks. with every day that passes and my brain seeps to feeling better, this idea of a bad moon on the rise gets stronger. shall i paraphrase again? yes, i feel it is going to get worse, much more worse until it gets better. (insert bombs, screams, blood, dogs barking, babies crying, smoke, sweaty green swastika helmets)
the food they let us simpler folk afford is tainted with poison. the water has shit in it to make our bones waste away slowly. osteoporosis should not be a common disease of women.
although still, i am blessed to be in contact with beautiful people every single day of my life. the light of eyes gives me hope the dark will not achieve all. i meditate on this lately. if anyone has any thoughts, throw them my way, post them here, give me call, yea. i feel this on many more minds these days. just what does this un-sustainable un-healthy popular culture hold for us as a whole nation? something has got to change. it just can't go on like this. and although, i do feel i am sort of un-educated in many aspects of which i speak of and i do feel that i should be throwing out facts and instance with my charges, but my intuition is strong, and i have been living with it consciously for years and it has never taught me wrong... the three dots leave this post on a 'this will be continued tomorrow' note...
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i read, and i agree. it's definitely going to get worse. as the divide widens between rich and poor, those who can't afford or are ignorant to the alternatives will find themselves with less and less choices. eventually everything will be sold at two or three chain mega-stores. these massive organs of commerce will have such great buying power that they will be able to sell items for way less than mom and pop, which will pretty much wipe out the last of the independent retailers, with food service soon to follow. They will have so much control, and the herd will blindly play along.
But in the nearer future...one issue in this election that NO ONE will touch, is the almost certainty that, if elected, Obama will most likely be assassinated. They talk about race to an extent when talking about Obama, but they seem afraid to mention the hordes of ignorant, hateful, scared, racist, gun-toting psychos out there who are so against him, just because he's black. it doesn't matter to those kinds of stupid fucks how good for this country and this world Mr. Obama may be, they simply hate him because of his skin. Sad.But if people think shit got crazy in the decade following Kennedy's assassination, they ain't seen nothin' yet.
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