i love to cook for people and see them smile when they eat my food

here is a list i recently concocted...

1. just about every day i wear the same pair of jeans, and i have not washed them in months.

2. i love my daughter more than anything in the world, and i am making sure she gets a quality education growing up, along with awesome experiences, lots of colors, and crazy people- myself included.

3. i refuse to get a television, but i love movies. i might get a tv in the future, but i will not get cable. KET will suffice. fuck all that shit they try to feed us,
fucking nazis.

4. my current goal is attain a house, just so i can own a piano.

5. in my new job, many thousands (usually around $100,000) of dollars pass through my hands everyday, but never does the thought of any stealing come to my mind.

6. for the most part, everything in our lives and around us is brought upon us by our thoughts, actions, attitudes, and expressions; all this is related to how we see ourselves and how we think others see us. we tell others how to treat us by these reasons. life still throws surprise shit and flowers in our faces, but how we deal with it is really what sticks, a bad day will stick around for years if we let it, a good day will last forever if we let it. i try to take it all in as it is, live in the now, fuck the bad past, i won't let it stick, i only got room for the shit that really matters: the good day i have been having for many a moon now...
everything around me is a direct result of some sort of action on my part.

7. my computer sits on the floor, i sit on the floor here typing away. (no, my back does not hurt, i got the keyboard up on college text books)
one day a while ago, a certain guy, who shall remain nameless, came over to my house with a computer table he bought from wal-mart, (ha) gave it to me. then, in ten minutes, he asked to sleep with me. i said hell no. he left in ten minutes after that, didn't even bother putting the computer table together. later on that week, i took the computer table to wal-mart, returned it, they gave me forty bucks cash for it. i needed groceries, not cheap wal-mart crap. or to get laid.

8. i like being alone. i can concentrate on whatever i want and can go wherever.

9. the simple and complex way all things are connected, this is beautiful and very amazing. i am amazed with ordinary life, and have thoughts everyday about how cool the way it all is here existing. ~i do not believe in god, i don't need a god to help me cope with not knowing what happens after death, and i don't need to feel special or part of a group or religion, i am just happy with living, living is my way. i try my best to make it great. life in itself is an awesome miracle, it is what it is, and i don't need it to be explained with some creation myth, or fable, or whatever. just look and see, life is right here and now, forever, going on and on. there are some things that i just accept as they are, and there are somethings i just don't know, and that is fine with me. the golden rule does seem to work, though, but this must also be practiced both ways: do unto others as you would do unto yourself, but also do unto yourself as you would have others do unto you. we are all here together.

10. i love to cook for people and see them smile when they eat my food.