so trashy.

i was feeling trashy so i took the trash out. so trashy.

that shit sucks.

so she calls me and asks me if i have done something extremely wacked out. i tell her that i am not guilty of this most shitty act of non-friendship alive, this question coming from one of my best friends is in itself an insult, one she has repeated over three times throughout the course of our friendship. well, so-called friendship. this girl calls herself my friend, yet has been secretly thinking i have been sleeping with her boyfriend. although she has asked me a few times, and i have told her, "no, that is really fucked up you are asking me that shit, why are you with this guy, he is a wack job..." she continues to not believe what i am telling her. she continues to believe instead what is coming out of this horrible guy's mouth.

oh well, i have tried to tell her she needs to stay away from him. she did not listen.

now, this guy is putting my daughter at risk. fuck this guy and his selfish bullshit. fuck all this shit. i am done with drain-bows. i try to instead surround myself with rainbows. light is meant to be shared and given, not sucked. that shit sucks.