a movie

the last unicorn is awesome....

square one

the curtains shift with the wind of outside, and the air is thankfully not too sharp as it makes its way into my bedroom. "science is religion's replacement..."

my daughter took all of these pictures, she is only five....
i especially like the one of the butterflies super-imposed over the view out her car seat window. and the one of the back of my head makes me look pretty! for being only five years old, she takes really good pictures, she pays attention to what the image looks like on the camera viewing screen, and sometimes she will set things up and take pictures of the scene, using stuff she finds around the house. she made some really cool pictures with some of her dolls, and she also loves to take pictures of our yorkie, he is very co-operative, lets her put him in baby carriages and wrap him in scarves. scooter is fun.

the internets is not my friend.
it just won't tell me where all the jobs are for hardened criminals like myself.
taping and tapping and tapping away...

i think we over-estimate our places underground...
there are only so many ways to learn our own surprise,
i think we're giving up too soon,
dust!
DONE!
... nothing! and everything!

lets sew the canons to the sky,
it must be pretty nice within your clan,
i'll miss you much-
I think we over-estimate our places underground
-the Mates of State, 'So Many Ways' lyrics

hearing sentences, it was said while he was staring out the window, at least i can smile about it:
"So far, this hasn't been a great century to be living in reality..."
yea, i've been keeping my feet in both this world and the other i create, indeed we create our own reality in which we live and walk around in, but most unfortunately, i have not found a way yet to (completely) do away with the Time thing, or the whole gravity thing, or the money thing. Yea, it's always the right time, and everything is as it should be even when you fall down the stairs or wreck your car or thousands of volcanoed people die.
yet, i get sad when i hear that our president is sending thousands more of our service men and women to Afghanistan. what is this? what is going on? why? and they are leaving in a few weeks... i feel so bad for all their friends and families...
my left foot is sad and worried.
my right foot is eating apple pie and ice cream.
maybe if i keep on a strict diet of sweetness it will convince lefty to come over to the right side, but my head won't stop dining on left-handed thoughts, my hands are tied and i feel powerless over many things right now. my background check says that i am un-employable, my last job bases a religion on denying my unemployment claims, my rent/car payment/tuition/electric bills are all late, and so are my (so-called) 'people i can count on.' i guess it'll all pass, but this has been going on over a year now. I'm INNOCENT of the charge which crosses me, and I have admitted guilt to that thing in which I did make a mistake in doing...
i voted for this president in hopes he would be doing something other than what he is doing right now, i got a job going door to door registering voters on behalf of an organization all for helping out Obama's election efforts, i raise my daughter with love and make sure she has fun even though we have no money, i try my best to walk with respect to those others around me, i try to keep my mood good so as to effect all other moods around me in a positive way, fuck it: All will work Itself out and all the evil devils will burn in the hell they worship and prop up with the lives they lead

listening to Sage Francis- The Masters are Back